See You Next Year!

Just a quick note that this will be our last entry for 2008. We will be doing some traveling to see family and I won't have my computer. Hope you had a wonderful Christmas. Happy New Year!

Bloggin' together

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace
as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope
by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13

Joyeux Noël

Feliz Navidad to you and your loved ones! I found this website which has Merry Christmas in all these different languages. Looking over the list, I'm partial to the French and Spanish. Regardless of where we are from, it's all about Jesus...

The reason for the season

We tried to attend a Christmas eve service at the Convention Center earlier today but the kid's nap schedule didn't work out. Strangely their sleeping was so unlike any other day. Abigail went to bed at 12:30 am and Isaac past 1:00 am. It was as if they knew the importance of staying up to celebrate the birth of Christ. We wound up having an impromptu candlelight worship in our living room a little before midnight. I took out my guitar and we sang "Silent Night" and "Happy Birthday" both with drum accompaniment courtesy of Isaac. Then Isaac blew out the candles and we did our family hug dance/cheer and thanked God in prayer. It was a good way to start Abigail's first Christmas. I pray your day is filled with joy, peace, and the presence of our loving God!

The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son,
and they will call him Immanuel—
which means, "God with us." Matthew 1:23

The Spirit of the Season

During this Advent season, we celebrate the coming of Jesus Christ into this world and expectantly await his return in glory. Many talk about the "Christmas spirit" of joy, giving, peace, hope, goodwill, thankfulness, and love. I believe what people are really identifying is the Holy Spirit (cf. Galatians 5:22-23).

The Tabernacle (Temple) in the wilderness

The Bible teaches that Christians are a temple of the Holy Spirit (I Cor 3:16). Just as the glory of God made a dwelling in the Tabernacle, the Spirit of God lives in the hearts of believers. Perhaps the greatest challenge for the majority of the church is understanding and getting to know the Holy Spirit. Do we believe that intimacy is even possible with the third person of the Trinity? We must not only believe it, but we must experience it. Of the three persons of God, the Holy Spirit is the only one on earth- God the Father is in heaven and Jesus is seated at His right hand (cf. Col 3:1). This Christmas let us not only bring our gifts to Jesus, let us enjoy and embrace the gift he has given to us- our Comforter. The Holy Spirit is fully God, the Holy Spirit dwells within us, and the Holy Spirit speaks to us. Do you hear his voice?

"But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come. He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine and making it known to you." John 16:13-14

America's Pastor?

President-elect Barack Obama announced that Pastor Rick Warren of Saddleback Church will deliver the invocation at his inauguration. It was a bold decision which was met with harsh criticism from liberals, especially abortion and gay rights activists. Obama defended his decision by reiterating the importance for unity even in the midst of differing viewpoints. You can read more about this story here.

Obama and Warren earlier this year at the
Saddleback Civil Forum on Leadership and Compassion

AP Photo

I am not quite certain how to assess Obama's choice from a political standpoint, but I am very encouraged that a strong ambassador of the faith has the opportunity to serve this nation at the highest level of government. Rick Warren has even been called America's Pastor, seemingly carrying on the mantle of Billy Graham (and his son) in ministering to our country and her leaders. Learn more about Pastor Rick by clicking here. Let us continue to pray for God's grace upon our leaders and a great spiritual awakening of all people in America!

"Will you not revive us again,
that your people may rejoice in you?"
Psalm 85:6

Dadsense

As a follow up to yesterday's post, Anita Renfroe offers a rendition of her "Momsense" song just for dads. It is funny but sadly not far from the truth...

Anita Renfroe

Jenney just learned about a comedian named Anita Renfroe. She is the wife of a Baptist pastor, mother of three, and special guest for the Women of Faith conferences. She became an internet sensation when her "Momsense" song was posted on YouTube. The lyrics consist of what a typical mother says to her children in a day, condensed to less than three minutes and set to operatic music. She is truly gifted and has a sincere mother's heart. Take a look below.

If you want to see the lyrics, click here.

Isaac as a Baby

Yesterday's post reminded me of the days when Isaac was a baby. It really is not just a cliché that kids grow up too fast. I sincerely miss the times we shared watching our son in his first year of life. We used to comfort Isaac down to sleep with David Crowder's "All I Can Say". Crowder saved us from countless hours of crying with this beautiful song. Check it out below.

And the result was...

A baby Isaac relaxed and at peace

Sleep in Heavenly Peace

Jenney and I are realizing that parents are not meant to raise kids on their own. There is so much blessing from having a community of people build into our children. It also benefits the sanity of mom and dad. Being away from family, we find help wherever we can. Matt Redman is an important part of our lives- his music serenades Abigail each night. For some reason Abigail drifts off to sleep as I dance with her to his song "Worthy, You are Worthy". You can listen to it below.

Abigail usually out before the bridge

Thanks, Uncle Matt!

First Snow

Today the temperature dipped below freezing and we experienced our first snowfall in Redding! According to our neighbors, this is a rare occurrence- it only happened once all last year. This is actually the first time Isaac and Abigail have seen snow falling from the sky. It's nice that our family is in a place that experiences more distinct seasons, although I prefer warmer climates. Hopefully the kids will also have a chance to make a snowman and go sledding one of these days. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!

Enjoying the winter wonderland

Maria Woodworth-Etter

Maria was a grandmother of the Pentecostal movement and a pioneer for women in ministry. She was born on July 22, 1844 in Lisbon, OH. According to Robert Liardon's book (God's Generals), “There hasn’t been a greater demonstrator of God’s Spirit since the book of Acts in Pentecostal history than Maria Woodworth-Etter. She was an incredible woman of vision and spiritual strength who stood in the face of fierce opposition, lifted her tiny hand, and allowed the Holy Spirit to spread His fire. Sister Etter lived in the realm of the spirit as a powerful vessel of God's divine leading and His supernatural manifestations. She was a faithful friend of heaven, choosing to lose her earthly reputation to gain a spiritual one.” (p. 47) Learn more about Maria and her amazing ministry here.

John Alexander Dowie

Born on May 25, 1847 in Edinburgh, Scotland, Dowie was known as a healing Apostle. He transformed the city of Chicago through the power of the Holy Spirit , especially through healing.

A trophy wall of medical devices no longer needed by people
who were healed through Dowie's ministry

Dowie is probably best remembered as the founder of Zion, IL. Though his life did not end well (even considered an impostor by many), there is much to glean from studying his journey. He demonstrated how an individual can be used by God to demonstrate the power of the Holy Spirit to not only change lives but an entire city. He influenced many leaders such as John G. Lake, Charles Parham, and Gordon Lindsay. Read more about Dowie and his ministry by clicking here.

Hard to Blog

Thankfully, the school I am attending is more focused on developing intimacy with God and growth in character versus academic scholarship. Seminary would have been extremely challenging (at least with the reading and writing assignments) being married with two kids. I don't know how some of my classmates with families managed at Fuller. All this to say, it's been hard to blog the past two weeks. Thanks for your patience...

The reason for no posts in over a week

God's Generals

I am currently reading "God's Generals"by Roberts Liardon. It is a fascinating compilation of twelve heroes of the faith: John Alexander Dowie, Maria Woodworth-Etter, Evan Roberts, Charles F. Parham, William J. Seymour, John G. Lake , Smith Wigglesworth, Aimee Semple McPherson, Kathryn Kuhlman, William Branham, Jack Coe, and A.A. Allen.

Ordinary people empowered by the Holy Spirit
to do extraordinary things

It's interesting that many believers do not know much or have never heard of these leaders. These "Generals" are models for how we can partner with God to advance His Kingdom on earth in a supernatural way. That's the call of the church. May we be a generation that not only remembers the servants of the past but seeks to minister with an even greater mantle and anointing.

"For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him."
II Chronicles 16:9

Hamee and Habee

The Korean words for grandma and grandpa are pretty long (hal-mo-nee and ha-da-bo-jee). There was a time when Isaac just abbreviated them to Hamee and Habee. Well Isaac and Abigail's Hamee and Habee just left after spending Thanksgiving week with us. It was so wonderful to have them visit. They drove up in a car packed with foods we can't get in Redding- it felt like Christmas. Seeing our children with them reminded us what a gift grandparents are. Their love, sacrifice, encouragement, prayers, and faithfulness continually amaze us. We are thankful for them more than words can ever express.

We love you and we miss you already!

"But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love
is with those who fear him,and his righteousness
with their children's children..." Psalm 103:17

Thanksgiving

This is our first Thanksgiving in Redding and first away from most of our friends and family. It almost feels feels like we're on missions. Our Heavenly Father is so good and we are thankful for being His children. We are thankful for parents. We are thankful for our kids. And we are thankful for you!

Isaac & Abigail say, "Happy Thanksgiving!"

"Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our God is a consuming fire." Hebrews 12:28-29

Adoption: A Pro-Life Promoter

Many conservative Christians were saddened by the election results earlier this month, mainly because they saw it as a major setback in the battle against abortion. Although Obama has been very clear in supporting "pro-choice" policies, the body of Christ need not be discouraged because we fight from victory and not for it. That is to say, Jesus has already won- sin and death are defeated and life reigns eternal. There are no abortions in heaven. Our responsibility is simply to help that kingdom reality unfold on earth in areas where darkness still remains. (cf. The Lord's Prayer: "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven")

Voting, signing petitions, and writing our elected representatives against abortion are all important things to do in the natural. But these efforts must be coupled with the spiritual actions of prayer and intercession. We should pray for those in power to be touched by God to protect and promote the life of unborn babies. May we also intercede for lies (specifically that a fetus is not a human life) to be revealed and truth to be recognized and embraced by all people. Let us declare and promote the spirit of life in all aspects of our world.

One practical way we can intercede is by praying for more adoptions. There is a spiritual contrast between adoption and abortion. The former welcomes and nurtures human life while the latter rejects and destroys it. Adoption will become even more important when the practice of abortion is ended. November is actually National Adoption Awareness Month. Let us pray for the welfare of orphans, more loving foster parents, and all orphans to be adopted into healthy families. An organization called Cry of the Orphan seeks to raise awareness and care for the more than 130 million orphaned children throughout the world. Check out their website or watch this video to learn more about it.

Our Mommy

Today is my beautiful baby's birthday! Isaac and Abigail get to celebrate their mother's special day along with their grandparents who are driving up from Pasadena. I am so thankful for Jenney not only as a wife but also as a mother. I won't say she is the best mommy in the world because I don't want to offend other moms. But she is without a doubt the best mommy for our kids. Her love, affection, beauty, laughter, faithfulness, care, prayers, gentleness, dancing, listening, comfort, joy, peace, hugs, stories, nurturing, kindness, snuggles, discipline, kisses, humor, patience, playfulness, cooking, creativity, attention, thoughtfulness, and sacrifice are gifts from above. In fact, they reveal God to us. I cannot imagine life without her...

Mommy even makes (clean) laundry fun!

Happy Birthday, Baby! Thanks for showing us the heart of God as a wife and mother. We love you!

"As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you." Isaiah 66:13

Kingdom Economy

On a very basic level, our economy functions on consumer confidence. If people feel good or optimistic about the economy they tend to increase their spending. When there is pessimism or fear of the financial outlook, people consume less. In our current "economic crisis" this simple principle creates a perpetuating cycle of recession. We hear about the crash of the housing market, banks filing for bankruptcy, and higher unemployment rates and begin to lose faith in the economy. We spend less and curb our investments. Businesses then make less money, stocks fall, and our financial fears are intensified.

A sign of the times but not the Kingdom

There is a better way to operate than allowing external circumstances dictate our actions. When our confidence or faith is based on worldly conditions, it is prone to waver. But if our trust is in God, then our behavior should remain constant. Tithing, offering, giving, sharing, sowing/investing are things we are called to do regularly because the economy of the Kingdom is always prosperous. If you are interested in learning more, organizations such as Kingdom Economy, Generous Giving, Good$ense, and Crown Financial seek to equip people to live under God's economy. May we be proactive in our stewardship rather than reactive to the gloomy news of the financial crisis. Faithfulness and generosity move the heart of God!

"I am God—yes, I Am. I haven't changed. Bring your full tithe to the Temple treasury so there will be ample provisions in my Temple. Test me in this and see if I don't open up heaven itself to you and pour out blessings beyond your wildest dreams. For my part, I will defend you against marauders, protect your wheat fields and vegetable gardens against plunderers." The Message of God-of-the-Angel-Armies. "You'll be voted 'Happiest Nation.' You'll experience what it's like to be a country of grace." God-of-the-Angel-Armies says so." Malachi 3:6, 10-12 (The Message)

The Ultimate Pie

Sometimes it's hard to determine whether we are more influenced by our genes or environment. Growing up, I loved eating pizza and meat. That special diet seems to have passed on to Isaac. He consumes disproportionately large amounts of sausage pizza for his age.

When I reflect on my past, I tend to believe that nature has predetermined my children to crave that special combination of dough, sauce, cheese, and meat. I have tried many a pizza in my lifetime- Little Caesar's, Domino's, Jet's, Cottage Inn, Pizza House, Bell's, Marco's, Pizza Hut, Papa John's, CPK, Sbarro, Chuck E. Cheese, Papa Romano's, Buddy's, Numero Uno, Pizza Papalis, Hungry Howie's, BJ's, Big Mama's, Costco as well as countless others from places like California, New York, Mexico, Korea, and even Russia. All of these pizzas pale in comparison to one type of pie- Chicago deep dish. Uno Chicago Grill, Gino's East, and Lou Malnati's are the gold standard but my personal favorite is actually from my college days in Ann Arbor called Anthony's Gourmet.

A slice of heaven, italian style

Jenney bought me a pizza for my 33rd birthday tonight. My beautiful wife even called Anthony's to see if they would ship one but they never got back to us. Alas, it may be time for a visit to my alma mater...

The Heart of the Father

I just finished reading "Experiencing Father's Embrace" by Jack Frost, founder of Shiloh Place Ministries. He was a pastor divinely called to communicate and reveal the heart of the Father.

Required reading for students
but I would say a must read for all Christians

As a young father, this book has given me so much insight to the heart of God. My affections for Isaac and Abigail are a reflection of God's love for me. I want my children to know, feel, and experience my love for them. I desire every good thing for their lives. I hope they mature into powerful, compassionate, gifted world-changers for the Kingdom. Our Heavenly Father desires the same, and even more. Whenever I think of my kids, I get happy. Do you believe you are God's happy thought? That should make your day!

The Love of the Father

One of the wonderful (and tiring) aspects of this season in our lives is that I have more time to spend with the kids in meaningful, inspiring ways. This is a video of Isaac and me crashing into a pyramid of toilet paper.

<a href="http://video.msn.com/video.aspx?vid=38dd6dc1-fdc8-4a47-9c9a-699bd6778bc3" target="_new" title="Crash">Video: Crash</a>

My love for Isaac and Abigail constantly grows. We have so much fun just being together- usually acting silly. I am not only learning that I am a representation of Abba God to my kids, but also that my Heavenly Father loves me even more than I love my children. That truth is transforming my life. The heart of the Father is pure love, joy, goodness, laughter, and patience for his children. Do you believe that God wants to play with you, tickle you, snuggle with you, share secrets with you, and laugh with you? The Holy Spirit is turning the hearts of fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers (Malachi 4:6). Let us turn our hearts and affections to our Heavenly Father and experience his amazing love for us.

Baby Dedication

This morning we dedicated Isaac and Abigail to the Lord at Bethel. It was a wonderful experience for all of us and the church family.

Our two children, freshly dedicated

After the service I was reminded of the passage in Deuteronomy which talked about leading our children in the faith through the Scriptures.

"Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds; tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Write them on the door frames of your houses and on your gates..." Deuteronomy 11:18-20

In our increasingly secular society, it is becoming even more necessary, as well as challenging, to train our kids in the way they should live. But beyond instilling a set of stories, rules, and principles, I want my kids to know God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in a loving, personal way. At our church there are testimonies of young children seeing visions, healing people, and hearing from God. Middle school students are even called upon to prophesy over other leaders/pastors at conferences. God is raising up a generation who are naturally supernatural because of their intimacy with our Heavenly Father. May it be so for our kids and yours!

Pray the Vote

Way back in the early 90's, a movement called Rock the Vote was created to get young people more involved in politics using popular artists. As successful as this idea has been, here is an even better one- Pray the Vote.

No matter the outcome of today's elections, it is important to remember that God is bigger than any candidate, administration, party, or country. May we continue to pray for our Heavenly Father's mercy, wisdom, grace, provision, and blessing for the United States and the world.

"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints." Ephesians 6:10-18

The Call

Today thousands of people are gathering at Qualcomm Stadium in San Diego for the Call California, a corporate fasting and prayer meeting for the protection of traditional marriage and the upcoming elections. There is no question California and our nation need God's help and mercy. Here is a promo video about the event.



If you are interested, God TV is broadcasting the event live on their site from 10 am to 10 pm. May we all join together in a spirit of unity to intercede on behalf of the many needs facing our country.

"If my people, who are called by my name,
Will humble themselves and pray
And seek my face and turn from their wicked ways,
Then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin
And will heal their land." II Chronicles 7:114

Happy Hallow's Eve!

Today we took Isaac and Abigail to the Nash Ranch Pumpkin Patch. Isaac is still too young to go trick-or-treating and we're not even sure we want to start him on the tradition of the annual candy hoard and gorge anyway.

Isaac in his new puffy jacket courtesy of Aunt Grace

It's interesting to think how this "holiday" morphed into a commercial affair as it is the second most popular time for decorating (Christmas is #1). American tradition has seemed to desensitize us to the fact that nearly all the themes of Halloween are not very good, especially for children. We'll see how our family will approach this as the kids grow older. But for now we will simply enjoy the nicer aspects of this fall ritual, like picking pumpkins!

Jenney & Isaac with their new pumpkin

Our Civic and Sacred Duty

It's amazing to think the elections are just around the corner. Jenney and I just finished our absentee ballots. We had some difficulty understanding the ramifications of a few of the propositions but when it came to supporting one presidential candidate over another, the choice was simple. Before I continue, let me just say I have never been too immersed in politics. Apart from a political science course in college, my knowledge, experience, and passion of government are very limited. Although I may favor a particular perspective or idea, I cannot be certain which candidate's policies will ultimately be better on issues such as foreign relations, terrorism, immigration, health care, social security, education, environment, or the economy. However, there is one issue that seems poised to take either a good or bad turn depending on the next president. It is the issue of abortion.

Either Obama (pro-choice) or McCain (pro-life) will most likley have the opportunity to appoint 2-3 Supreme Court Justices in the next four years. Obviously, the make-up of the Supreme Courty influences many controversies other than abortion but I will only focus on this issue because I believe it is our most pressing concern at this time. The big question is determining when life begins- conception, third trimester, birth? According to the Bible, these are all incomplete theories. God says in Jeremiah 1:5, "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you".

Life begins in the mind of God.

If this is the case, the real question we should be asking is what God thinks of abortion. If God views fetuses in the womb as His children that He created, we are guilty of shedding innocent blood whenever we allow an abortion. When we consider the history and breadth of abortion, it becomes clear we are in the midst of a legalized holocaust. Let us seek the Father's heart for his precious children and pray for the end of abortion.

This is a video from CatholicVote.com. Check out the site for more resources about the upcoming election.

Purity

There are two books on our school reading list by Kris Vallotton- "The Supernatural Ways of Royalty" and "Purity: The New Moral Revolution". Even though the book on royalty is really the foundation of our program, we were assigned to read "Purity" first. Jenney and I were pondering the reason for this and then realized that our school is mainly comprised of young, passionate, single students, many of whom have are living away from home for the first time. Our teachers are very wise...

Whether you are dating, married, or retired with grandkids, this book is a much needed message for the present generation when it comes to sexual purity. Kris also includes a powerful chapter on abortion. As people just celebrated the 40th anniversary of the summer of love (the sexual revolution) it is time the church stands up for a moral revolution in the form of purity!

A Brush In God's Hand

We had a surprise guest at school today- Heidi Baker. She and her husband Rolland are the founders of IRIS Ministries, a missions agency based in Mozambique with a special emphasis on orphaned children. If you have never heard of IRIS or Heidi and Rolland, I encourage you to learn more about them.

A video of "Mama Heidi's" story
in reaching out to the poorest orphans in Africa.

The Baker's testimony and faithfulness are amazing. God is using them to reach thousands with the Gospel through signs, wonders, and divine compassion. What struck me most about seeing Heidi this afternoon was her genuine love for Jesus. Everything else is simply an overflow of her relationship with Christ. Her daily prayer is to be a brush in God's hand so that He can paint something beautiful.

In my desire to minister in the supernatural I must understand that this will naturally come about through my intimacy with God. This is the message of John 15. Jesus said, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." May we learn to abide in Christ so that we may bear good fruit for the Kingdom!

"If you remain in me and my words remain in you,
ask whatever you wish,and it will be given you.
This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit,
showing yourselves to be my disciples." John 15:7-8

Hearing the Holy Voice

The Gospel of John contains many profound statements by Jesus which shed light for how we are to live. Jesus was intimately connected to the Father, speaking and doing only what God said and did.

“I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does.” John 5:19

“For I did not speak of my own accord, but the Father who sent me commanded me what to say and how to say it.” John 12:49

“So Jesus said, "When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am the one I claim to be and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me.” John 8:28

We are to follow Jesus' example.

"He who belongs to God hears what God says." John 8:47

We are to know the voice of the Good Shepherd in our lives.

“The watchman opens the gate for him, and the sheep listen to his voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep follow him because they know his voice.” John 10:3-4

We must hear and obey the Holy Spirit.

"I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come." John 16:12-13

The important idea is listening to the voice of God, whether it is through the Father, Son, or Holy Spirit. Do we hear God in our lives? Granted God can speak to us in many different ways (i.e.- Bible, people, circumstances, etc), but do we know and recognize the divine voice when we hear it? I have mainly been in circles where this sort of thing is not taught nor even encouraged. In fact, certain people are weary of those who proclaim to hear from God. To some it is even a sign of mental illness or at least instability. I am beginning to move away from this perspective into earnestly seeking and hungering after the voice of God because it is the foundation of intimacy. How can I fully love without being able to communicate with God?

I have shared my recent experience of hearing the Holy Spirit in a previous post. I believe that as I draw closer to Him, I will grow in my ability to hear His voice. I hope it is the same for you. If you have a moment, I would love to learn how you hear from God in your own life.

Isaac & Daddy listening for God's voice

Date Night

Last night Isaac and Abigail went to sleep fairly early (before 10 pm) so I made tea, put out some caramel corn, and set up Scrabble for an impromptu date night with Jenney. The game was pretty close until Jenney played "ZEN" on a triple word score for 36 points and I was left with an unusable Q at the end for minus 10 points. But, alas, it's not important who wins or loses...

One of the greatest games ever invented

Now that we are away from the grandparents, Jenney and I haven't had much time without the kids. We really have to make an effort to build into our marriage because our responsibilities are constantly growing. I love my "baby" more than ever and am so thankful for this amazing gift. We've been married for over four years and I treasure each day with her. Hopefully, we can have another date night soon!

A "pre-children" photo. I couldn't find any recent
pictures of us because they are all of the kids.

Divine Favor

There is a curious statement at the end of Luke 2, right after the boy Jesus frightened his parents by staying in Jerusalem without their knowledge. Verses 51-52 state, "Then (Jesus) went down to Nazareth with (his parents) and was obedient to them. But his mother treasured all these things in her heart. Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men." The phrase is easy to glance over in light of the story of a 12 year old Jesus at the temple, but it says that he grew in favor with God. The question that comes to mind is why Jesus needed to grow in favor with God. We can understand his need to grow in favor with people because he was merely the supposed son of a carpenter. But didn't Jesus already have complete favor in the eyes of his Heavenly Father? The answer may lie in Paul's "Christ Hymn" passage in Philippians 2.

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Although we acknowledge that Jesus is both fully God and fully human, Paul teaches that Jesus emptied himself while on earth. He voluntarily humbled himself by becoming human, even a servant, and being obedient to death, even death on a cross. Therefore, Jesus had the potential to grow in the favor of God because he gave up his favored status by becoming a man.

This is an amazing idea to grasp because of its implications. If Jesus humbled himself to the level of humanity, then his relationship with God as a man is our model for how we are to grow in the favor of God. Jesus did everything as a man and not as God. If this is true, then how was he able to perform the many miracles and wonders during his ministry? The Bible teaches it is through the power of the Holy Spirit (cf. Luke 4:14). The disciples were also able to heal and cast out demons because they were given the gift of the Holy Spirit. All believers have this same Spirit living in them (cf. Romans 8:11) and Jesus said his followers will do even greater works than him (John 14:12-14). Is it possible that as we grow in favor with God, our Heavenly Father is pleased to demonstrate His power in us through the Holy Spirit? Can we afford not to live a supernatural life in our call to advance the kingdom of God?

"For the kingdom of God is not a matter of talk
but of power." I Corinthians 4:20

Introducing The Holy Spirit

The second book on our reading list is Benny Hinn's "Good Morning, Holy Spirit". Hinn shares about his transformational experience with the Holy Spirit and pleads for all believers to get to know this person of the Godhead. It really is an amazing testimony. Growing up in the Presbyterian (USA) church I learned very little about the Holy Spirit. One pastor I served with remarked that our church preaches the Trinity but seems to practice a duality (Father & Son). I will be writing more about this topic in future posts because I feel this is the key to the supernatural life we should be living as Christians. How well do you know the Holy Spirit? I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts and experiences.

"But you will receive power when
the Holy Spirit comes on you." Acts 1:8

Our Impossible Faith

It has been said that the Christian life isn't hard, it's impossible. Think about this revelation for a moment. We can easily understand this statement in terms of our salvation, for all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). There is absolutely no way for people to come to God apart from His grace to us through Jesus Christ (cf. John 14:6). However, if we take this idea even further, our daily walk should also be viewed as impossible without divine intervention.

To clarify, Jesus said in Matthew 5:16, "Let your light shine before others so that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven". I have always understood good deeds to mean practical acts of kindness to others- i.e. sharing, giving, encouraging, etc... But I am beginning to see the limitations of this view. How do my good works differ from those who may not necessarily be Christian? Do people praise God when they see the service of a Boy Scout, Rotary club, or even the Red Cross? Many non-believers seem to live more righteous lives than people of faith. What is the distinction of Christians from others who do good works? I believe it is because we serve the God of the impossible. Our good deeds should not be limited to things we do on our own strength, but include supernatural acts through the Holy Spirit. Jesus' ministry was characterized by miracles, healing, casting out of demons, and raising the dead in order to bring people closer to God. He wants us to carry on his work. It takes faith to believe this is possible for us today and great risk to strive after it. Our Heavenly Father receives praise when people realize only God can do the miracle and not us. May we truly let our light shine as we advance the Kingdom of God through the power of the Holy Spirit!

"I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name,
and I will do it." John 14:12-14

This is one of Isaac's favorite praise songs, also very appropriate for this post: Hillsong Kids "Let Your Light Shine". This is dedicated to everyone from SMCC VBS '08!

Godly Government

It has been a long time since my last entry. I just returned from a three day retreat at the YWAM base in Chico. Isaac got sick last week, and then Jenney, and then Abigail. Jenney and Abigail are still trying to get well. Your prayers for complete healing and divine health would be appreciated. There is much I would like to write about but in honor of the Vice Presidential debate that took place tonight perhaps it is appropriate to highlight this important election.

Whenever I observe politicians speaking, they always seem to have the solution to all of our problems. If only that were true. I have great respect for our elected officials and I believe that the majority are sincere in their intentions to serve people. However, the issues facing our nation today are beyond the capacities of mere human thought and effort- they require divine guidance and intervention. The Bible commands us to pray for those in authority so that we may live peaceful lives in all godliness and holiness (I Timothy 2:1-2). It is not difficult to see that we are far from being a godly and holy nation. The remedy is not necessarily a Republican or Democratic administration in the White House but a people willing to humble themselves, turn from evil, and seek God's face in prayer. One day this vision will be realized as Psalm 72:11 declares, "All kings will bow down to him and all nations will serve him". Let us do all we can to press into that reality!

"Of the increase of his government and peace there will be no end. He will reign on David's throne and over his kingdom, establishing and upholding it with justice and righteousness from that time on and forever. The zeal of the LORD Almighty will accomplish this." Isaiah 9:7

On a lighter note, Tina Fey does an amazing impersonation of Sarah Palin. Check out this performance from SNL.

Akiane

Jenney just bought a book for my mom's birthday about this young girl named Akiane Kramarik. She is considered a child prodigy in the field of art and poetry.

"Co-Creating" (Self-Portrait) painted at age 11

Born to poor, atheistic parents, Akiane encountered God at age 4 and developed an intimate relationship with Him. She was given the gift to draw/paint and write poetry. Her family eventually came into faith because of her undeniable talent and sincere passion to share God's love with others. Her remarkable story was both moving and unsettling for me. I was inspired by her innocence, spirituality, genius, humility, and compassion for people. It reminded me of the Beatitude that says, "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God" (Matthew 5:8). It took me some time to realize this, but my discomfort with her testimony stemmed from a subtle envy of her special connection with the Father. I have been a Christian many more years than Akiane, yet she has a personal relationship with God I am still striving for. Her moments with God are not only the inspiration for her art they are the purpose of her being.

"Father Forgive Them" painted at age 9

I am slowly learning the difference between being religious and being in a love relationship. The latter promotes intimacy, the former is merely ritual. For too long, I have practiced religion- I am now seeking relationship. This school year is about experiencing the passion, presence, and power of our loving Father to the point where we manifest Jesus in our daily lives through the Holy Spirit. Lord, pour out your Spirit!

"I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions." Joel 2:28

Raising Up Revivalists

The first two days of school have been truly amazing! We started our morning by going straight into praise and worship for over one hour. It was awe inspiring to be gathered with over 700 students from all around the world, lifting our hands together in song to our Heavenly Father. I was personally overwhelmed in reflecting on our journey to Redding and how testimonies of risk and faithfulness were represented by each of my classmates. These people were not only obedient to His call, but many have sacrificed much to get here. All were passionately hungry for God. It was a foreshadowing of heaven.

Our student handbook stated the mission of the school was to call out the revivalist in each of us. Their definition of revivalist is as follows:

"A believer who is focused and passionate, willing to pay any price to live in puirty and power because they are loved by God and love Him, whose manifest presence transforms lives and cultures."

I believe the Holy Spirit is moving to raise up a generation who will usher in the greatest revival our world has ever experienced. My heart's desire is to be a part of it. I pray it will be yours too.

Bethel Begins

Classes for Bethel's School of Supernatural Ministry begin tomorrow. The anticipation is palpable for what lies ahead. Many have asked how we decided upon this program. I have been hesitant to share our story in the past but I am learning that testimony has the power to increase faith and open the door for God to do something similar or even greater in the life of the hearer. So may this testimony give glory to God and draw you closer to His presence!

Bethel, which means "house of God", is our new church home

In the summer of 2007, I was in a prayer meeting at our former church where the leader selected II Peter 1:3-15 as our focus. The statement that stuck out to me was verse 3:

"His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him, who called us by his own glory and goodness."

I asked God right then and there how we unleash his power in our lives, since Peter states it has already been given to us. This question originated from a hunger to see the works of Jesus in my life and ministry (i.e.- healing, casting out demons, prophecy, etc). God's immediate and direct response to me was to do a 40 day fast. Apprehensive at first, I began speaking with Jenney and we confirmed through prayer that this was something we were being called to do. I say "we" because, although Jenney did not physically fast with me (as she was in her 3^rd month of pregnancy with Abigail), my wife is my biggest supporter and encourager. And so on July 23, 2007 I began a 40 day fast for the Lord. Again, I share this not out of a desire to gain spiritual accolades, for fasting is a work of the flesh of which there is no boasting. Rather I want to declare the Holy Spirit's move in our lives and allow the testimony to encourage and transform others.

On the ninth day of the fast I started to feel ill. By 8:30 pm I had a fever and chills and couldn't stay warm, even though it was in the middle of summer. I began to pray fearing that if I got sick I would have to end the fast. I was able to fall asleep for about an hour and when I awoke my fever was gone and I was no longer cold but very warm! I found out later that Jenney was downstairs praying for me. Not only was I healed, I was able to hear the Holy Spirit in my mind and it was wonderful. I know that the Holy Spirit resides in us and that he intercedes, instructs, and illumines. But up to that point in my life, I had never been able to speak with the Holy Spirit so freely. The first thing the Holy Spirit did was teach me Scripture. The Spirit talked about the Parable of the Sower. I always thought this contrasted believers (good soil) and non-believers (rocky soil, path, and thorns). However the Holy Spirit instructed me that this message can apply solely to the believer as well. Even as Christians we have a responsibility to make sure our heart is "good soil" for the word to take root and flourish.

Throughout the rest of the fast and beyond, my journey of conversing with the Holy Spirit continued. In January of 2008, I woke up and the Holy Spirit said very clearly, "You are going to move". However, it did not tell me where or when. A few weeks later, Jenney and I were attending a prophetic conference at Harvest Rock Church in Pasadena. We had the privilege of receiving a prophetic session with a group of intercessors. Jenney and Isaac went in first to get prayed for and, after they were finished, I entered the room. The leader introduced me and said I was the husband of the woman they had just prayed for. One of the intercessors shared how she saw a vision of a boat on water while praying for Jenney but wasn't able to tell her because of time. When Jenney exited the room, the vision went away but as soon as I walked in the exact same vision of the boat came to her. When she learned that we were married she realized it was a vision for our family. The intercessor interpreted the vision by saying God is preparing us for a journey or move. Later in February, I had a very vivid dream. Growing up I used to have nightmares and I think the way my mind coped was to forget my dreams as soon as I woke up. However, since the fast God has been giving me dreams and allowing me to remember them. In this dream, I was in front of a stage and this young woman was praying for me. As she was praying she said she saw luggage but did not interpret what it meant. There was a pastor on the stage who exclaimed that he saw luggage too and immediately he said, "That means you are moving!".

Three times in a span of two months, I was getting a clear word to prepare for a move. But I still did not know when or where. I had been ready to seek an ordained call in the Presbyterian Church (USA) for over a year but did not feel prepared or convicted to pursue that route. The next logical option was to go back to school. However, upper level seminary degrees (ThM, PhD) are more geared for teaching in academia. I wanted to stay in the church setting and so I began exploring practical ministry training programs. That is when I learned about Bethel's School of Ministry. When I read their overview and emphasis on the Holy Spirit's power in advancing the Kingdom, my spirits were elevated because this program captured the desires of my heart. I did not know it at the time but I discovered that the overseer of the school (Kris Vallotton) was the pastor in my dream who saw luggage and said I was going to move. There were many other words and confirmations but it would take too long to write them out in this entry. We are excited for this new beginning and look forward to even greater testimonies of following the Lord!

Our family in front of the prayer chapel